I probably haven't been like this , for months.
You know that situation whereby you live everyday in relaxation and content, and all of a sudden,
someone just throws you into a deep dark hole of sadness?
You'd think that since I've been thru it, it would hurt less.
But yet, it seem to have doubled, tripled, quadrapled the pain.
My mind refuse to work, my feelings surge up all the time.
I can't control my emotions and all I want to do is do nothing.
If I could just leave everything behind now I would buy an air ticket and get myself out of here.
Alone.
Yes I'm a coward and I run.
I want to escape.
Away from all this people. Away from liars.
Promises mean nothing to me anymore.
