My dinner. Roadside mee sua and fish maw soup. So pathetic right. It taste like crap too, filled with the stupid smelly chinese mushroom. Had nothing in my tummy except macbreakfast for the whole day. Was supposed to meet someone for dinner...and then shit happened. Fucking walked aimlessly for sometime, ended up cutting my hair at some anyhoo salon. I've never cut elsewhere other than Kason's for about 5 years already. This is the first time in 5 years I let another hairstylist snip my hair. But his good... maybe next time i'll go back.
So tempted to drink...thought about buying a bottle or two on my own, but I remembered what I promised to myself, and I actually turned back after putting a hand on Cheers' doors. And then, temptation had to keep coming at me; i was walking home and then my colleague, M called. Asked me if I wanted to drink, I swear a million and one thoughts were saying yes but I forced out a no reply. I'm not turning into an alcoholic, I will not turn to alcohol whenever i'm feeling like shit.
Ok, what a lengthy post. I'm feeling emo and shitty, my alcoholic side is telling me to go get the bloody red wine in my fridge and knock myself out; so I'm using these as an relief:
Argh. Cmon belle. You know you don't need alcohol to make you happy. Yakult will do.
you fucking assholes i hope you choke on your fucking food coz i know you don't even feel guilt when you are eating
