Went for interview, was a disappointment. Made a lot of preparations for it though. Took a week off from work, seriously headache about how my next month income gonna come by, and all my freakinggg debts.
Just wanna keep smiling and hope I pull thru, and when I do, hope I see rainbows at the end of the road, waiting for me . Seriously feel like shopping so badly, been so long since I bought myself a new dress/shorts/top/bangles whatever. But right now, its not an option since I'm unemployed fo' real.
So much drama happening lately but obviously not as dramatic as last month. Thank god. Hope all the drama stays as minimal as it can be. Love december, love the christmas mood. Do hope nothing can ruin it. Last year, my xmas was spent with someone I used to love, everything was so awesome, but we just lost it. This year, I would be spending it with no other than my Foursies (hopefully) ! If not I'd be eating turkey alone at home. HURHUR.
Kinda love my happy smile. These days I've been putting too much of a fake front too much, its getting a lil tad tiring. I am kinda sick of trying to guess what are people's thoughts, and trying to play your games with you.
I think I'm drowning, asphyxiated
I wanna break this spell, that you've created
you're something beautiful, a contradiction
I wanna play the game, I want the friction
I wanted freedom, bound and restricted
I tried to give you up, but I'm addicted
