i'm tired. i'm mentally tired.
i don't know what i'm doing most of the time anymore.
i feel like im just doing very normal things. going to work, going out, watching movie, eating food, going to party. yet...i feel like the real me is hiding somewhere inside, and the person that is doing all the stuff outside, i don't know who she is. to be honest, i laugh even harder, i smile even broader, i talk even more, it's getting very weird, because I don't know if i mean everything i do, even to myself. STOP BEING AN EMO NEMO BELLE. FFFFFF.
xiang zhi dao, ni zui jin guo de hao ma?
mei you wo, ye xu shi zong jie tuo...
