it has been 6 days of not working.
6 freaking days
what have i spent these days on?
mindless arguments
engulfed in xmas activities
most importantly. this 6 days have me finally making up my mind.
i'm about to resign.
i'm so clueless, so so clueless what kind of path am i supposed to take
i'm sure everyone is afraid of what their future may bring.
i'm terribly frightened. i'm worried when my parents are old, i can't have enough money to support them.
i'm worried for my young siblings who have yet to even complete primary school.
and yet right now, i still can't bring myself to save money nor have a decent plan for the future
so many unanswered questions
i wish i can just shut myself and never have to wake up again
would death have been a better choice if the world really ended on 21.12?
i wish theres somebody who can answer me.
